Its the season to be jolly^^

today is boxing day.. hmm i wonder why they call it boxing day.. Actually someone told me before but i forgotten it @@ but anyways how spent my X’Mas Eve and X’mas? keke with the same ppl the 2 days (i know right!!) haha

Sat was nth much.. only went to korean class with Wei Sheng and Shu Yi and it was the last lesson at Fu Chun CC hmm still not prepared to join Stage 2 =X but its ok i will make it somehow cause i am Nathaniel @@ but thats not the point.. we went Ajisen again@@ to celebrate Xmas hehe.. and as usual me and Shu Yi will talk about the hilarious Sec Sch events and Wei Sheng will be aside listening (mianhae yo) hehe.. we sat until the person have to tell us to leave hahahahah then we planned for an impromtu Xmas celebration for the next day

Sun was X’Mas!!! Nth much we did until we met up at 4pm.. went Seoul Yummy!! (lit. so yummy XP) we went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks ^^ neomu neomu kwieopda!! <3 went back around 11+ *Whats worse was I thought it was my gramps birthday and told them to meet later end up it was today @@

Today is boxing day.. went to aunt hse to celebrate grandpa’s birthday (i dunno how old is he now.. hmm 82?) ate lots of good food.. granny cooked dad cooked.. hmm aunt cooked.. then we went home.. finally a day spent w family..

I wanna thank all for the concern the past few days/weeks.. have not been feeling very well and thanks to special people who are really concerned about me.. look after me.. chat with me.. WA me hehe so that i  will stay optimistic about stuffs.. really appreciates it.. Neomu neomu kamsamhamnida :’)

Nate^^

Sick as usual

oh great i am not feeling well again.. my body is aching and i cant breathe properly.. must have worsened the condition.. ltr needa go back.. Sick end up im still working for $$$ any kind souls to 养我? hehe damn unwell.. had KFC breakfast ^^ so nice yummy i wanna slp sia Zzz and u have not replied me!! *ROAR* ok fine its ok.. Quote from twitter:

“@ZodiacFacts: A #Leo Dislikes: criticism, neglect, pity, infidelity, and frugality.”

So quit ignoring the #Leo hehe ok I will post again tonight.. 1st time early morning nth to do then go blog tsk2 anw I cant wait for my internship at Disney ^^ I am planning to go NYC after my Internship.. OMG NYC leh!!! will continue to blog later

Nate

Trouble Trouble Troubled

feeling troubled this few days  about everything.. never ending worries.. all the responsibilities are suffocating me.. i have hardworking does not mean i am divine.. i am perfectionist not God..  i aim for everything to be acceptable for myself.. clearly this is not the person u know before.. i dun even know why did i place all this stress on myself.. i am accountable for mummy and the family.. but apparently not being appreciated.. all the hardwork for the family since to be extra.. Getting top student? SO WHAT?? ur family doesnt acknowledge.. why is this so?? feel so suffocating..

why do i enjoy going there and not home.. cause i am free from worries.. or rather i have to go there.. i dun have a choice.. everyone told me to dun wry relax.. and im trying to too.. but when u come home or face with project.. the feelings is like..

this few weeks.. i lost the meaning for working hard.. why work so hard?? and also this awful feeling: You are in the crowd with your frens.. everything and everybody is so happy but u know that the smile that u put up is a show.. deep inside u are worried, anxious and frustrated that u are so helpless..

5 years and counting.. and i do not have much time.. and i have all these crap on mind.. i need a timeout.. i so needa go cycling, ice skating.. someone?? lol

Nate

Project K as X’Mas Celebration

today was one of the best days for the past 2weeks.. went to Party World @ northpoint with my poly clique had our gift exchange and sang till my throat sore :S after today.. i learnt sth out of it.. Life’s short.. and i shld put back that #perfectionist attitude..lets just say.. no one is perfect..
all this while i have been searching for perfection and been blinded by more impt things.. i thought that i enjoyed my tertiary education.. but i din.. gave myself too much stress.. recent events put me thinking why work so hard?? i really lost the purpose and meaning to work hard.. its time to work smart #hungrynate.. upholding what is right made me lose my purpose of living.. im stuck w responsibilities, stress and still responsibilities.. why?? is it fated for me.. hmm thats another story for another day.. one of my fren wrote me a card.. made me think thru really hard.. i guess its another slpless night.. and im counting down to that 5yrs.. lets just hope it will turn out well :S

Nate

back to blogging

its been quite sometime since i last blogged @@ this few mths many things happened.. this few weeks many things happen and this few days many things happened too..
maybe i shall start with the good news.. i’ve been awarded the top student for AY2010/2011 *clap clap* damn happy can?? ^^ after 19years :’) its like finally 出人头地了。the hardwork had paid off
thats all for good news.. and i duno where to start for the bad news.. actually.. i needa stay positive.. cause u told me to be happyand nt brood over it.. yes its u.. duno hw im feeling.. complex feelings right nw.. felt as though everything is in an utter mess we’ll see hw it goes..
so much things in mind.. i cant seem to rest.. ppl have been telling me to rest but i cant.. it felt as though im carrying that heavy burden.. so much in mind.. and i cnt take it sooner or later liao :S

*ps my 1st blog post using the iPad

Nate