today was one of the best days for the past 2weeks.. went to Party World @ northpoint with my poly clique 
had our gift exchange and sang till my throat sore :S after today.. i learnt sth out of it.. Life’s short.. and i shld put back that #perfectionist attitude..lets just say.. no one is perfect..
all this while i have been searching for perfection and been blinded by more impt things.. i thought that i enjoyed my tertiary education.. but i din.. gave myself too much stress.. recent events put me thinking why work so hard?? i really lost the purpose and meaning to work hard.. its time to work smart #hungrynate.. upholding what is right made me lose my purpose of living.. im stuck w responsibilities, stress and still responsibilities.. why?? is it fated for me.. hmm thats another story for another day.. one of my fren wrote me a card.. made me think thru really hard.. i guess its another slpless night.. and im counting down to that 5yrs.. lets just hope it will turn out well :S
Nate
